I lost my head last week. It just happened. I can still handled the pressure and stress at work. But not in the futsal pitch. I totally lost it that I almost punch the opponent in a frenly match. Thanks to team members who pull me off from the argument.

What happened? Most of them did not really saw wat happened. They thought I was pushed. So did the opponent team members. Nope. It wasn't. I was trying to get away from high boots. Which in my split second thot, cud coz my kidney. Bloody hell!
Sempat elak yet, there's still contact. I stood up and asked her wat is dat for? And then the argument began. The ball was cleared. Why on earth must she raised her boots? Shite.

I saw that as a foul, yet the ref buat tatau jek. In my opinion she wanted to harm me not tackle in an appropriate way. If I was wrong wat happened to the other 2 team members? They were floored by the same player and shite the ref didn't gave f**king free kick.

So much abt a frenly match! Paling sakit ati, that bloody stupid player said it was unintention. Unintentional? And 3 of us were floored by ur bloody boots? Babi! Lepas tu siap ckp, if I ever kicked her, she'll throw the bench to me. Ewah.. ewah.. where were u when the rest of the team shook hands? Takut kan?

Cakap tak serupa bikin! Tp memikirkan I am playing for M***s tak jadik la nak memanjangkan cerita. Ye la kan. Otherwise I suppose I wud not be able to play with the team anymore. The coach told me to relax. Well, I did. Just dun f**king crossed me!

Esoknye Inaleem emailed me this. *Read Bird Characteristics.* Padan la! Oh tonite, MU will meet Charlton. Hope we'll win and score more goals. Come on MU! Hoping for a better coming week.

                                         Bird Characteristics
                                         21 Jan - 17 Feb
                                          Robin

                                          A cool exterior disguises a
                                           fiery temper and is very
                                           opinionated - although those
                                           opinions are not always shared
                                           by everyone. They are proud and
                                           particularly home-loving,
                                           although have a tendency to be
                                           quarrelsome.